The week is 5/7 finished =)

I need a break.
A break to breathe the air around me...
So many things that happened since the start of SOT hardly

This week was my preaching test; having to prepare 5 personal sermons weren't easy. It takes spiritual capacity and strength to preach continuously for 5 days. 1st 3 days were alright, after wihich I felt really tired. Of course, I am blessed with my friends' preaching. People like Charlie, Linda, TzuWen, Bernard, Aunty Jessie, Zong Xing, Mel, Chloe, Jason, Ting Ru, Lan Ai, Jess, have been bombarding me with revelation. I am just so encouraged by what they shared. Hearing their sermons drew me closer to them, know more about their life. It had been really encouraging.

I want to specially thank Jing & Lilian. Thanks dearie. You guys provided the source of strength when I really felt that I was dying. The soul needs to breathe, the soul needs to renew and to be relax.

Lilian shared with me something. If God were to see His daughter being so tired, so drained, serving, then the truth is, He will really be quite upset. Can't deny that it had been an emotional draining past 2 weeks, having to juggle between the events in CG, CoG, CCH, familiy and etc. It was nearly overwhelming. Not really about the events, but the mistakes and failures. Guess, Sze is still a human with a soul.

This week Faji shared something during prayer focus on tue. He mentioned that when Jesus was cleaning the feet of the disciples, He was gentle and careful because on their feet are cuts and brusies since the roads that they walked were never smooth but full of rocks. Our feet were cut, brusied in our walk with God. Yet God sees every cut that we bear each time we walked the walk. He has never overlooked these cuts. He understood. He cares and He appreciates. I broke down in tears, so ministered by what He said.

This week a miracle happened. I got into the Shell interview. Why is it a miracle? First of all Shell rejected me during Feb and I never applied again. Secondly, my results didn't fulfill the basic requirement of the shell application. AS such i was truly shocked since the call came after Pst Kong prayed for us. It went on alright, but i though i could be better prepared. Thank you Bernard, for praying for me. What you said on Wed really meant something to me. Thanks for being such great brother/father. I guess God has planted yet another angel to pick me up whenever I feel that I am without strength.

I am currently taking 4 tuitions now. By God's grace, I can taking 5 sessions this week..! Financial Blessings!! =) Tired? Of course.. But thank God I don't dread teaching, its fun getting to talk to younger people that I may be youngger.... =)

Visiting the new area at Jurong West marks a new ground for my ministry in CCH. But I will be going off soon. Sorry WW, i didn't really help much. But in my stay in JW, I pray God can use me in a great way. I wanna see revival!!! I am very thankful for WW & Ting Fang =) WW don't really look his age. Although young, he displayed manhood and maturity. I learnt from this friend of mine. Ting Fang is so so sweet. Smiles. I love visiting with her. I think when Linda, Tzu Wen and her go back to Taiwan, I will miss them to bits. They are one of the sweetest people I ever had met.

This past 4 weeks. I also got to know a group of friends-Willy Samuel ZhiWen Ricky AhSeng. I love these people. They are just so interesting.. I feel that there is something so much more to their life. Hope I can bring forth transformation =) CoG --5+5!! Stretch my tents, Strengthen my stakes.