My rollerblading day!!!!

Tdy went out with Lilian Dearie. Thank you for such a great day =) I enjoyed today. Blading is fun!! Thank God that my blading improved, haha I didnt fall badly with the help of a great Teacher, JiaEn. Thanks Kangwei for accompanying me the whole day in getting all the cheerleading materials. I had a great trip looking at the guitars as well. If I could, I will own a Taylor of my own man.
What a great Word shared during BS today.Thank you God. This is the best part of the day. The Word...I get to see far because I am standing on other giants in my life, that is, my leaders like Zhen & Lun. REally appreciate them alot if not I would not have been where I am today. I love Kim Hock man.. And of course I love God. such an awesome God. I shall share the Word another day.

Nice nice nice

The power of confession, thoughts and vision

An amzing research by Dr Masaru Emoto showed that our thoughts, visions, emotions and our speech can transcend certain energy to the water molecules such that crystals began to form even in distilled water.

A revelational word shared during service that blew all our minds away. That makes me wonder, what have I been thinking all these while. If the thoughts that were running around were without vision, negative then my world will really be aimless and pessismistic.
I shall put an end of the junk thoughts, negative and emotional thoughts, off you go! And SHUTUP stop appearing in my mind. It shall be replaced with the Word of God.
I was looking at Psalm 23 today.
Surely goodness & mercy shall follow me ALL the days of my life.

Talking about the power of confession.. Years ago, I remembered a prayer that I have made. I told God that I want to someone who can usher in the presence of God. I really wanted to minister to His people. Back then, I wasn't a guitarist, not even close to that since I can't play the guitar that well.. The normal G, Em, C, D would be something I always play, even right now. I think about what I told God that day. I want to be a guitarist. I told zhen I will be the best guitarist.. (LOL) Oh well, given 2 powerful guitarists in my CG-Yuli & Stan, my dream will still be a dream, looks like its impossible. So 2 weeks ago, I received a call from Jing. She needed a guitarist. Well, she could have just called Yuli or Stan, they are much better than me in terms of everything. I didn't have faith initially. But yet I thank God I took the step of faith. It was a good CG. Thank God for an opportunity like this. Just as I thought everything would end here, the next week Jessica called. She needed a guitarist on Sat after svc. I was pleasantly surprised yet not afraid althought there are going to be around 40 people attending the CG. So I took a step of faith to play the guitar. I felt the presence of God. I played a little bit better than Jing's CG. I was concentrating on all the barred chords. Jess asked me how was it, because she sensed the presence of God was very strong. If not for His grace... Thank you Lord.



Thank you Fen, Rick, Lilian, Zhen for your constant intercession in the area of Job Search! I really appreciate you guys alot alot. Fen, I love you, thanks for ur constant prayer and forwarding of resume. Man, what a friend I've found. ahhah Rick, thank you for your prayer when you are in US. Prayers from US, super touched. *awww* Lilian, not forgetting u, my faithful friend. hahah Of course Zhenn, you are the best. Holy Spirit is my advocate, I am not afraid.

A Shot to Fame!

Had an interesting days with the interesting Eunos Gang-(Zhi Wen, Ricky, Seng, Willy, Yi Zhong, Shermin, Jia Jia, Guan Huat, Guo Liang,Guo Jing, Tracy, Huang Wen, Si Hui, Hui Si, Miku, Ken, Pei Ying, Terry)! Its really great knowing them! =) Tired and long day! Ricky woke me up at 7am when I barely fulfilled my 4hr of sleep. I had an interesting altar call experience and church service experience. Thank God for an amazing breakthrough! Integration Time, believing for a breakthrough. P.U.S.H!!!!

ANd I Finally had my photos taken with Cassie dearie. She is such a sweet gal =) Thanks dearie, forever so encouraging!!

Shot2Fame was more like something I wanted to get over and done with my singing rather than really singing for it because I really don't like being on stage. No doubt there is the love for singing, but I don't really like the idea of being watched by so many pairs of eyes.. heheh.. For Your sake, I am willing. hahaha. Received rather positive comments like " You've got a nice and strong voice, I like your voice ',without much hope of getting in.

I was so tired at 730pm that I barely have the energy to go down to JW to watch dearest Stany and the awesome the FOCUS! =) But I am so proud of them! They are simply amazing.. =) Thank God for Zhenn.. so thankful that she came down to RW just to watch us perform.. more than that her presence makes me feel encouraged because there were so many NFs. =p LaoDa rocks. =)

Joy redefined.

Painting my room soon.. thinking of putting this up on the ceiling.. hahha just a wild idea, Dad won't allow it.. Anybody volunteer to help in the painting? Help needed!!

Was Lying on the floor, staying at the ceiling. This random thought can to me...

What are the things that will make me happy? Something that makes me smile at the thought of it...

1. When people who are younger loving God much more than me
2. Seeing my Grandma and my family saved
3. I can get baptized this year. New name: Ashley
4. Find a job which I really love, in a coy w/o politics
5. Inspire the younger generation
6. The NFs become radical believers for Christ.
7. My gd friend to grow strong in faith, rise up to be a MM
8. Lead worship & bring people into an encounter with God
9. Become a sophisticated, well-read, wise, sharp woman
10. Able to go to Greece, UK, US...travel with Besties!!

Welcome Beng!!

4th time in Air Port.. My weekly consecutive trip to the airport. This time round its to welcome Beng back, MISS HIM TO BITS!!! And finally HE IS BACK!! We waited for an hr bcoz his flight delayed, haiz, shld have just drove there.. hahhaa. The moment he saw us he was so excited that he parked his trolley right in the middle of the exit, leaving it unattended.. funny boy.. we clapped clamorously to embarrass him.. oh well..Beng we misssss u!!

Ling and her financial testimony!! New phone.. our prayers answered!

On our way to the airport... ahahha thats us, in the most gone state..

Random: Hahah Anyway I found this at Eunos... looks like Da Er Long.. erms.. Need Cash?

oh well, today SOXAL called to say that there was an internal transfer of staff, so they no longer need me =) Smiles, everything is going to be alright. I've got Jesus with me.. Nvm, I will have better ones coming... Jehovah Jireh..

A LONG post!!

Cute right?? Guess what they are doing? YUp Sun-Tanning at the Rivera!!!!

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!
Fri-I was able to help out in Children Church (CCH)! Such a priviledge to help out in church!! I really missed those times when I could bring the kids to church and worship together with them. But this time around I was doing Operations-calling up the bus companies and the bus teachers. It was really an honor to be able to work together with Wendy in calling and be able to serve together with her. I love her man, she is just so Zhai. She taught me something, to keep on asking the question "How can we better improve this?" Well, I guess I have to be more and more detailed in the future. Such things I guess are meant to be caught, not to be learnt.
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Sat-Late for CCH. The dismissal at Expo was much faster! Shengmin came to our church!! =)

THANKS PAM, SHAN SAREN!! I love the Bouquet of Lilies!!! HAhahaha to think that you guys actually remembered me saying that I like lilies in one of the conference calls.. Very touched. Thank you for the financial blessings as well.. More than blessed to have you guys around. Missing you guys alot alot.. Know that all of you are still in my prayer list oh!! Love ya sisters... Hugss
Went to Chai Chai's Birthday!! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHAIYING!! ahahha funny to the max. Jing, thanks alot for being such a great friend and company.. lols
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Mon-Went swimming with Jing in the afternoon in a male-dominated pool. That's pretty intimidating especially when we are the least dressed (swim suits).. Hahaha. Eyes were on us.. erms.. Anyway the two of us just never really swam. Guess I am just not a born swimmer, hahaha.. I CANT SWIM FOR NUTS!! =x
PS:Btw thank you Yong Siang for helping me collecting the Testimonial.

I went for visitation with Wendy & Joyce! It was a great time saturating the Yew Tee area. It was so long ago when I last did my visitation with CCH. Miss the smell of the children.. hahaha. I really like what I was doing, inviting the kids, talking to them.. Miss the uniforms that they are wearing, hahahah, I used to be wearing them like... erms.. a good 11years ago???!!!!


Receive a Summon Letter for parking in the "NO PARKING ZONE" in Changi Airport T1 (praying hard) Thank you Buddy for helping me with this; and alex for the story in the letter.
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Tue-Meet up with the NTU pals after tuition!! (Not supposed to let someone see this blog post, if not all of us will be dead meat. hahah. Months since we last meet up with the rest! Miss Christine!! She is clearing her 20K alr!!!! I am amazed by her stamina, all the best for stand chart dearie!! I hope I can clear 10k by then..
Tong is getting married! He got his house alr!! Congrats tong.. So does Alv, he got his wedding package alr.wow hahaha Congrats!!

Lilian's food: Soft Shell Crab Ramen (I dun like) Raitings:2 Stars

My food: Teriyaki Chicken Omelete Rice Ratings: 2.5stars

Dessert: Mocha Icecream with Red Beans!! Ratings:5stars
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Wed-Last day of BiG Day in CCH! Served the ops again =) Such joy!! Si Ling, Becca, Lay Cheng, Jiang were there too.. hahaha Ling really had fun with the mascots. She was so exciting when she saw them. Sorry I wasn't able to talk to you hahha bcoz I don't really know how to multi-task! I love CCH!! Itchy all over.. hahaha...Had a great lunch with Ling, Jiang, Bel, Becca, Lay Cheng.

Had KTV with my BIG family near my house at the RC! Hahaha!! Thanks Terence for ur constant help in my job search, super appreciate you!! =) Love u loadsie!
Stayed for a while and went to send Carter off to Japan with Davin & Geri! Had a great talk with Pamela, just so blessed by her revelation!! Thx Pamie, Love you!!
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Thurs-Writting the Blog code for CG. Writting appeal letter to waive the Summon from Tuition with Keith. I think I can't really teach Chinese, so Keith I am really praying hard for you that you will do well in Chinese..hahah.. I have fought a good fight, I have kept my faith & I have finished the race!! =p

Went to hougang at night to Lilian's house! Miss Aunty. She is just so interesting. Lilian, thank you for always being so strong, for always being there for me even though things may not seem a least bit positive at home some times. I was just shaken to senses that I need to be less selfish, stop pity-partying and start to care for others. The trip to her house make me renewed the love for what I am called to do. Let not the cares of this world weigh me down.. =) I love this shot. huggies Deariee!! Muacks.

Fri-Resume writting and sending to Mr Giles! Thx Alex for the help..Jogging around neighborhood. Ashley & Hui Mei came to my house!! Met Andre too.. Lols, he had fun with hammies.
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Sat-CG & SVC! 4th time serving as in Counselor ministry, much to learn. Be sharp..sharper, Sze!!! Tong says I need a sharpener.. Had a great Dinner with family at CCK garden! Nice food.. smiles. Good food satisfies the soul a little... =)
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Sun-Went for A Shot to Fame vocal training in the afternoon with Carrisa. Ricky you must join us! It's super fun!! =)
And went for the career fair in Suntec. There weren't much positions available other than Emerson.

Prata at Bugis Food Junction Ratings:3stars

I guess I have made the right decision meeting up with Caleb. He never fails to bring me out of confusion and despair man.. No wonder he is my brother. Lols. I had a very insightful talk with him. Thank God for Caleb, really. He is such a blessing.. Well upon my several requests, he still refuse to be my "Dad"!! He will always provide for me, insisiting on paying for me all the time. Well, here is where I learned to bless others.. He was sharing with me how he was impacted by his friend Samuel, a marketplace person, how he was changed by him in a way not to be legalistic, how to be freed up in the mind. I too, am determined to be more freed up, liberal.. =)
Thanks Caleb. Once again, for being here for me as a brother.. =) I appreciate you loadss!!

Smiles.. Samuel came to pick us up just to send his best friend home.. LOLS.He is really fun loving and a very sociable guy. Just such joy to meet up with this friends.

Haahah well, he says he is good looking.. hao ba.. yes good looking, *double nods*