Kawaii

Taken after tuition... with the cute student and her carebears. Well.. Jing says Yuli is a carebear.. hehehhe..
Shopping with Jessica few days before SOT grad for presents when I caught them on the shelves.. Is it illegal to take pictures? hahhaha Don't care..
This is interesting.. Was with Jing this week's tuesday at Suntec.. Caught the mini Donuts!!! They are so cuteeeeeee!! Hahahhaha And check out the man sleeping on the cake.. waha interesting birthday cakes!! (Hints*)
Mr Jack.. got this photo when we were all heading towards JW and everybody is busy..Jing is Zzzz.. Hui Mei probably studying.. Alex driving.. Interestingly decorated car, which a lot of ghosts lying around.. that's huimei's description..Heehee Thanks for the trip Alex, its really very kind of you to laboriously drive the 3 noisy women to JW every faithful morning. You are a man of humongous capacity.. muahahha
Lovely Cynthia's birthday. Look at her, totally overjoyed at the BIG CoTton CanDdY~!!

Just got this photo today along Wisma.. Cute~!!! I love shopping with mummy. And I love walking along Orchard Road. Interesting people, interesting things

Blessings

Before I go on to share about how SOT has change my life.. I want to thank God for the BLESSINGS He has blessed me with during this whole entire week...

Last Saturday, it was my SOT graduation. A group of loveliest people actually met on Friday to start making card, big boards with the words "Sze Rocks" and " You're the Best".. And they are none other than my beloved CG N282. Thank you so much guys, because you are my cheerleaders, that's why I have continued walking.. and keep on walking on. N282, I love you. Thanks for always being there for me.. I hear you guys cheer from afar. You were there for me when I needed you guys most. I love you.. HUgs... Very thankful for everyone of you all.. Zhen, Rah, WeiJian, Stan, Jo, Yuli, Beng, Shan, Pam, Saren, Car, Ken, Nic, Joey, Jul, Si Yi, Rebecca, Si Ling,Willy, Jared... heehee You guys rocks more than I do.. smiles. Very touched to see weijian running to me to pass me flowers, it meant more than anything.Thank God for Wei Jian, I realy saw His hands upon him in SOT. God, thanks.

Not only that, they met to write down all their dedications. N282, you are always there for me. I just wanna say I love you.

It must have taken alot of effort!! really really appreciate you guys alot.. I like the wood, its so cool.. hhaha Thank you Jesus~!!

2 books are from N423 and Zhenn.. Thank You for such great books which were so in season!!! Zhenn thank you for making the extra effort to choose the book. I appreciate you alot.. Rah, you too. I am very thankful for you~!!

Up Next are the gifts from Saren. Saren, please know that I really love you alot. Thank you for always supporting me when we were in N282, even when we are no longer the same CG, you are still there for me. Hey dear, I just want to say, knowing you and having the chance to build this friendship with you is my honor and priviledge. I love you so much.

Also wanna thank God for Daddy for sponsoring me for the dermatological medication! It really costs a BOMB--> $194 for everything.. Thank God for the financial blessings.. The waiting of 3hr at Tampines was moment of solitude but worthy well at least I have a lot of time alone to read my book and newspapers!

Last week Mummy blessed me with a new guess wallet~!! Whee thank God for financial blessings again. I love this wallet.. And today she bought me MAC make up.. what to say.. Sze is the happiest woman in the whole universe.. actually i was just thinking of cheaper brands.. hee hee Counting my Blessings! it's really more than what I can think or imagine. I never expected myself to have such great blesssings.. I love MAC~!!

ANother sweetest thing that God has given me is a brother name Hock Soon. The guy on the right. He actually brought dinner for me, packed in a nice box, sealed with care and love. Thanks Hock Soon!! =) So sweet of you~!!

Thank God for Donovan's camera =) Don, thank you for being so supportive~!! Thank God for Soo Soo's congratulations I saw your missed call. Your prayers brought me through, thank you dear. Love ya loads

Post SOT thoughts

Today is Day 2 of this week yet I found myself stuck in the transition between the end of SOT to the start of the new career. The next goal will then be finding a good job. Before I move on ahead with the upward call, I would want to pen down the memorable times in SOT so that I would still recall when I look back.

It all started with Pst Zhuang giving an altar call in March 2007, when I was still having my industrial attachment. That was when the desire to go for SOT already started bubbling in my heart. I know for sure right after Graduation in NTU, I would head right into SOT. As to how, its still a big Question Mark.. How to talk to my Dad, how to gather the finances, how to explain to the crowd that I am not going to work until Aug 24. Its a big mental barrier. Yet what seemingly impossible came to be an open door when I decided to ask my Dad one day before the application closed for 2008. Amazingly and miraculously, with the grace of God, he agreed. That was so exciting. I would account that really to the power of God which moves in the realm of the unknown, that was what Pastor constantly preached about in Mar 2008.

The first door was opened. So what's next? How about the second door? The finances? Where am I to get the $1500 for the school fees when I still have at least few months of BF to be cleared and that will be a 3 figure. Somehow in my heart I knew that God will make a way. My brother without thinking had decided to lend him a sum of money for the first two months of SOT. At the same time, my Dad decided to increase my allowance so that I can pay for the school fees. Isn't that the most amazing thing God can do. My Dad was the one who opposed all church activity and yet to SOT he was for it, and on top of that he paid for my school fees. Guess what is the most amazing, I actually gave above the amount for my BF. I didn't know until Zhen called. smiles.. hahah Although I thought to myself, if only I can withdraw.. hHhahahahha TRUST GOD for a breakthrough Sze~!! If God can bring money through me He can bring it to me!!

One of the best things I have gotten during SOT other than the presence of God and the honeymoon with God, is the companion of the lovely friends. They are none other than Ms Leow Hui Mei, Ms Jing Seah, Ms Lim Li Lian and Ms Ho Ying Ling Jessica. They were the ones who make me who I am today. Thank God that I can get to know Chai Ying, Qian Yu, Bernice, Mel, Chloe, Kee Wei, Perez, Zong Xing, Xin Yan, Charlie, Jessica Thian & Peter so much more. SOT is a period of character-moulding. A few major issues are being dealt with in my life. Thank God for these friends who stood by me, encourage me, hear me out. I am the product of their revelation, gentleness, encouragement and their presence.

Jing taught me alot... She taught me how to wait for others (something which I seldom do, I don't really like to wait). She taught me to be on the ball, taking initiative. I just love the amazing attitude she carried. She taught me servanthood and how to love others.

Hui Mei taught me how to listen, to love, to be observant. She also taught me how to prioritize and plan for things. She is a very self-sacrificing woman.. I guess all my good friends are like that. I am still learning. I love and miss the laughter of this woman. Thank God for her.

Jessica is my angel. She is so sweet, yet at the same time she know what to do at the right time. A woman of wisdom. Just love her to bits. Sam, you are really one lucky guy.. Having to marry an angel.
Not forgetting ZhenYing, my dearest leader who stood by me in SOT, in times when I go through fire and chastening, she is always there. Thank God for a shepherd like her who comforts with her staff and corrects with the rod. If not for her, I would not have gone through SOT and be where I am today. Not that I have attained or achieve, but her gentleness has made me great. Thank you for making a difference in my life. N282 rocks. I really love the things you all have done for me. With a cell group like that, what more can I ask. I love you guys..

to be continued....

An reminder from Ricky...

Just got to know a good friend cum brother recently. Was having a MSN conversation with him..