God

I stand in awe of this invisible God whom I know since 8 years ago...
You never fail to amaze me that I know and I know that You are the Lord.

He allowed things to get to the worst, before a deliverance, to show that this is none other than God..

This year has been an exciting year till date with every day being a walk of faith.
The best thing that I can ever have this year, a big present from God, is a man who loves me. Thank God for the beginining of something new.. something totally unexpected and magical. He gave me beauty for ashes..

Hmm.. what about this big present..
Let me see...
He is kind, compassionate, patient, has a big emotional capacity, full of interesting ideas, loving, caring, sensitive..... and the list goes on and on... and He loves God =) He makes time for me even when he is packed to the brim with endless datelines to meet.. He hears me not just verbally but non verbal expressions.

With him, the rougher road looks easier to walk..
Thank God for this gift.

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Work has never been more exciting than this when I decided to pick up the challenge to venture into an unknown ground. The walk of faith is treading into the unknown grounds and to trust God. Embracing this idea, SH strongly encourage me to walk this walk of faith. Ever since the start of the year, was a series of sowing and sowing and endless sowing... To be honest, I was very discouraged especially in the month of March and April as in the 20 over days of the month I always hit the record bottom sales in the team...there was seemingly no harvest. In the years of a sales person, I never once face a situation like this before.. Close to zero sales... I really felt like giving up, seeing the rest doing so well..

Thank God that He always place intercessors around like Pst Glor, Zhenn, Lilian and Terence. I am always so amazed at how He is always not too late, not too early, but just on time.
He always create a miracle on the last day of the month. Usually by the end of the month, I would have become so discouraged, anxious with the red sea face to face, and the enemies behind.
On the 30 March, I decided to take a break after the long month of discouragement. I have decided to spend the time resting and praying at home rather than to go and face the hard truth that I did badly for sales. However, on the very morning, I receive a purchase order of 40k. That was a miracle. Why a MIRACLE? Because I met up with the managing director and she told me specifically over the email that she will not purchase in this month. I don't think this is a coincidence but God. Thank God because of this miracle, everything was turned around. I hit the highest sales record within the team.

On the 26 April, Boss told me that I got to close a total of 6-digit sales when I am only at 10k...in 2 months time. I would have lost heart if not for the hand of God. Yesterday night I was reading the bible to restore my little weak heart.. It says "the same measure will be given back to you, press down, shaken together, running over".. I decided to give an offering today. And I started worshipping God.. His presence was tangibly felt whilst walking to the lift. I teared.
Shortly after cust called to confirmed a 24K order.. and nearing the end of the day another cust called to confirm another 11k order when I quoted something anyhow.
God never fails. Yet on the last day of the month, he performed another miracle.

I just wanna say God, I know You are real. You are alive and You love people.
I love You too.