Wednesday, June 24, 2009

2MORE DAYS!


yeah!!!!!!!!!2more days!!
LOok its in BIG MESSSS...
My first gebiz.... the first i read through..
shattered & torn.... Artistic yeah?
Met up with lovely Phoebe... and GUESS WHAT?!! We met ADELINE!! *whee

MegaBites @ NUS! whilst waiting for Phoebe.....Loo was acting cute ..so just took pictures!!
the menu looks great! cheap & good...
Met Desmond to take some of the document. :) Heehee I am geared up for monday.. Now awaiting the calculations to be down. :)
Its a beautiful day.
I love one of the clients: Adeline. She is like my Gan Ma man....=)
THANKFUL FOR THIS DAY.
Today the Lord spoke to me. There are some choices I got to make in order to walk in that narrow path, the path of the righteous. Many deemed as stupidity, but what is wise to the world is not wise the sight of the Lord. Many thought they understood but they have missed it all. Not saying that I am smart, but we all need to hear from God. What we ought to do, is to seek out that spoken word of God. For the Lord directs the path of the righteous. I heard Him say, "I will provide." I heeded what was spoken regarding work ethics.

From the interview process all the way till today... God's grace was really upon me. It was easier than I thought. And He actually protected me from the devourer. What is rightfully mine is returned. Well, as to whether it is intentional or not, I gave the benefit of the doubt. One thing that I do, I forgive and let go. Bless.. Bless for those who reject your blessing, it will come back to you.

Thank God!

Thank God for Daddy, Zhen, Lun, Lilian, Richard, Pengnan, Miki, Loo, Phoebe... Your encouragement and your advice made a huge difference

Burmeseee Foodie!




FOOOOOOOOD WITH Achema-rians!!

Its located in Peninsula.. small little shop but with nice food. And people speak burmese there. Well obviously our main mouthpiece is none other than Mayno Zaw!!
This is actually guo-tiao in sauce...pretty spicy but its really appetizing
Burmese food is introduced to all of us by our lovely friend, Miki.
Excited by my first BURMESE Food Outing!! MISSING LIN LILIAN, ADELINE LIM, THE JIESEN, RICHARD TAY....and SHIMIN...... :(

MY closest friend in Achema other than Miki...(:p)!! =) We shared everything under the sun. And my dearest friend is going to NY for 2 Years!!! wow.. I have gotten myself a tour guide. Really gonna miss her loads. I will miss her laughter, her faith, her hope and HER!

Hahahhaha Peng Nan.. is that a SMIRK?!

hmm... Loo says I am acting cute.. but the truth and the only truth that... LOL i dun need to act. I AM. *highly confident*

Candid! hahaha

Artistic shot. I like this. :)

Icant take spicy :'(
POtato rice, Fish, and some tau-pok like food *Thumbs Up!
I love talking to them.. Catching up with all of them. They are the dream-colleagues that anyone will want to have. 1) Crazy 2) Mad 3) Fun 4) Joyful 5) Truthful 6) Caring 7) Sincere 8) Non-backbitter 9) United When will the next outing be? I look forward with all my heart.... :) Thank God for the memories. Have I done what I am called to do within this season?
But I am thankful that I am leaving. Serious* Thank God for that :)

Monday, June 15, 2009

KRISTOS KAI KOSMOS

Finally found back the rest time to blog. Now on the way back home.
Last week was the most eventful week accounting the many events that happened together with other anecdotes of my own in the ministry aspect.

In deed having to wake up early in the morning every single say was really a crucifixion of the flesh, but it was more than worth since Pst Tan shared with us Word that helped us to understand the way of God.
Events:
1) CoGL meeting with Pastor Art Sepulvada
2) Daily morning prayer
3) Songs of Solomon
4) Celebrity weekend

Every single as stated above had been inspiring and impacting, of which I would like to bring to attention the Celebrity weekend.
Celebrity that showed up: Marlucas, FIR, Milk, Ocean Ou De Yang, Vanness Wu Jian Hao, Liu Geng Hong, Vivi Wang, ICL Dance troupe, Jacelyn Tay, Ms Indonesia, Ms Celeste Foo & Ms Asia, Alan Moo.

Behind every celebrity is a testimony of their own. It became especially vivid when they revealed their darkest moments which exposed their most vulnerable time in the entertainment world.

Ah Qing, FIR, mentioned that being a celebrity, he faced a lot of dilemma because in the entertainment industry he at first felt ashamed because there was little or no encouragement. There were times of dilemma when people on his left and right are lying, to climb the charts or to grab fame and popularity. Until the cultural mandate was preached, he then felt that he knew what he was called to—being the salt and the light of the world, making an impact through their songs.

Ms Indonesia, went beyond more than just beauty, she literally became the Word preached to the world. Having faced the temptation of free sex in which all the other models are lured into just to get a title for themselves, she brought forth the anointing and the power of God into her career. Like Sun, she went around doing good, and her heart is just 100% for God and His people.

Vaness who used to be a backslider, was touched by God once again and returned for the glory of God. He too emphasized the loss and emptiness facing a artiste, the fallen down humanity in the entertainment industry and the struggles he faced.

On a personal opinion, I feel that God will not call the person unless he/she is prepared for it. Of course there are millions who claimed to be called because of their own desire not for the Lord, ended up off course.

Matt5:13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.

Matt20:16 So the last will be first, and the first last. For many are called, but few chosen.”

Having chosen the path that God has directed, there bound to be challenges and difficulties too. Nonetheless its the narrow way, not the broad way. Narrow way means it takes consecration, discipline, effort.

Pst Phil ever mentioned that Pst Kong & Sun, walking the will of God, decided to cross over and brought forth the cultural mandate, is like a seed being sown into the ground. The seed first must die in order to live. But out of this seed that died, spring forth fruits and fruits that remain. Is it tough? Yes it is.
Are there attacks? Yes, there are. Countless.
Tired? Feel like giving up? Of course.
Why still continue?

Heb12:2 Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Because they saw the joy and the promise upon carrying that cross.
Recently was talking to one of my good friends, Rick, who was called and chosen to shine in KPMG. Personally very inspired by his faith. Like Kai Shen says, Rick is a CAN-DO man. Awesome attitude. Having chosen this path, there were numerous sacrifices made namely family, relationship, friendship, and the time when he could just come to enjoy church services. I bet there were times he had to grit his teeth through those seasons when he was alone in China, Indonesia, facing through the pressure in the market place. Battles were fought alone together with God, and the battles were won. Yet wherever he goes, he always lean on God, always try his best to stay close to God. Was it tough? Of course it is. But God has handpicked this man of faith, for without faith it is impossible to please him.
My dear friend, just want you to know, we are all so proud of you! =) You are not alone.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Blessings I will bless you!


Truly God is faithful. Recently I was just asking Lilian, why it is so hard to receive blessings from God... There is a seed time and harvest; often when we hit the "time" period, it is the time when we have to trust God. A farmer knows that when he sows seed into the soil, surely it will bear forth fruits, though it may take time.

YUP! My mum suggested that I can use my voucher to pay for a phone. You know what? Its like what I wanted. I knew in my heart that I am going to get a HTC 3G Touch, sometime I really desire. I didnt want a $0 phone. So last Sunday, Mummy & I went to the starhub shop, and she used up her 12 capitaland vouchers to fully pay off for the phone.
Never could I comprehend. Thats really blessing. touched*

This phone... its $224.40 Mummy paid for it. *touched*
Its my first PDA phone. smiles. I need help from Richard, Miki, Rosie & Bel to give crash course. Thank Richard for the help to use the phone... Thanks brother!!

After receiving my pay, it was the time of paying off the debts to AhLu for SOT and Lilian. As such, I am still on a recovery stage of my finances. BUT I really wanted to go for rebinding with the money that I am left with. And I experience another blessing when Clifton told me that his mum is actually helping people rebond at a much much cheaper rate than I expected. All time rates of $65. And Cliffy's mum is so good, so meticulous... in short, she is just awesome. I love my hair. hahahha Spent 6hr at his house, fellowship with his mummy and also listen her talk. Fun*

OH Ya Mummy bless me with a new white CROCS. I love it. Its something that I always wanted. Secret desire that never mentioned. LOL. My boss thinks its ugly. I love it

This is my new hair cut!! hahha.. OH YA free colored contacts! And this is my cousin.



Taken in hospital when we were visiting Ah Ma this Monday!! OH SHE IS DISCHARGED.
Nonetheless, still got to keep her in prayer. She isn't feeling too good right now. I am believing God for her salvation!!!

This is AhMa the healthiest patient in the ward. =)

Sunday, June 7, 2009

After winter...its spring


Spring!
Behold I am going to a new thing in your life.
Ready for the breakthrough?

Saturday, June 6, 2009

EMERGE!!!

Its been a long time since I last blog...hahahaha. partly because I spend most of my free time on restaurant city, I decided not to play already.

Last week was really THE week man..

There were so many things that happened.
I would have lost heart... but God is faithful.
Sometimes it can be really tiring when there were so many things to be done and you are so stressed up. Stressed over career, over friends, etc.
Last week was EMERGE, Songs of Solomon, WORD POWER!


Songs of Solomon by Pst Kong was so good.
I was so touched by God's presence. It seems that pst was really preaching about me, the Shulamite woman. hahaha I needed to find God again in my life, to be my strength to keep me on.
There were glimpses of vision that God showed me


I saw a bride.. dancing in the ballroom with the bridegroom. It speaks of finding rest in God's presence, finding the love of God in my life again.
I saw the things that the Holy Spirit once put in my heart during SOT 08.
I saw Peter and Jesus. Jesus asking Peter "Do you love me?" I saw them. And Pastor confirmed the word through his preaching. I am in awe. God knows what I am thinking.
I would have lost heart have I seen the promises and the reality of Christ.


Pulling myself altogether, I tried to memorize the Word Power 40 verses at the same time preparing to play for CG the next day. "God, please remember your servant. When I choose the right box for the word power, whichever box it is, please! let it be something I remember. God... I took the step of faith... please don't fail me... lol." That was a desperate prayer I made 2 days before word power. 4am, rah and I went to sleep. We trusted God.

The next morning, I woke up, prepared a little for CG and there we go. Met Rah and off we go for CG. Counting down, 1hr to Word power. Heart pounding fast, sweats*

We were waiting at the Artise room with anxiety and stress. Holding on to our last bit of time, Keewei, Rah, Jing, Claris, Lynn & me...were busy memorizing. Rah & I prayed.
Finally its our turn, freaks*

This was the third time I see pastor watching us, previous two was POS.
Our names were flashed unto the LED board as we waved to the audience.
First round: Every one of us was to go up individually, choose one of the 30 boxes. And when parts of the verse are shown, we are to recite out the exact verse including the chapter the verse and the punctuation.
Kee wei went up...
Then me next.
"Fifteen".. I said....
The verse appeared. "...... I will wait for.....Lord will be my light...."
Man.. Is it the verse which I chose not to remember? I was in panic.
The sound of the audience drowned out as I shut my eyes. The verse flashed in my mind.
Micah....
Which chapter is that????
Which verse...
Gut feel... Micah 8:8-9
Nope.. its wrong.
I started reciting the verse.
Thank God. I remembered. And out of anxiety, I added a few more words. My score 2/5. *faints*
Rah's turn now.... There she went, in her most sturdy voice. 1Sam15:22... So Samuel said: "Has the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed than the fat of rams."
FULL MARKS!!
As we waited for everyone of us to go out. The marks were announced.
To my elation, we made into the second round??!!!!?? HOW CAN IT BE!

Second round was the snatch round. Keewei & Jing vs Sze & Rah. LOL. LYL vs LYL. Doesn't matter who will win though in my heart I secretly have the assurance that we would.
Looks like God is on our side.
The buzzle always light up on our side.
8 questions. We got 5 of them. All correct!
AND THE WINNER IS NTU!!!!!!
WHEEEEEEE........
$200 capital land voucher.
More than the voucher, it meant alot to me.
God is faithful when I am faithless.
After all the sowing... the giving... I almost would have lost heart, had it not for the promise of God that came to past.
Thank you Lord.

Service ended.
All of us went for the HARVEST house.
We took so many pictures.. smiles.


The ladies...

The money!





Spiritual
Sat ended.
Sunday we all had to dressed like students.. hahaha
All were prayed for by pastors on stage. LOL.
shssssh. I am no longer a student