Blessings I will bless you!

Truly God is faithful. Recently I was just asking Lilian, why it is so hard to receive blessings from God... There is a seed time and harvest; often when we hit the "time" period, it is the time when we have to trust God. A farmer knows that when he sows seed into the soil, surely it will bear forth fruits, though it may take time.

YUP! My mum suggested that I can use my voucher to pay for a phone. You know what? Its like what I wanted. I knew in my heart that I am going to get a HTC 3G Touch, sometime I really desire. I didnt want a $0 phone. So last Sunday, Mummy & I went to the starhub shop, and she used up her 12 capitaland vouchers to fully pay off for the phone.
Never could I comprehend. Thats really blessing. touched*

This phone... its $224.40 Mummy paid for it. *touched*
Its my first PDA phone. smiles. I need help from Richard, Miki, Rosie & Bel to give crash course. Thank Richard for the help to use the phone... Thanks brother!!

After receiving my pay, it was the time of paying off the debts to AhLu for SOT and Lilian. As such, I am still on a recovery stage of my finances. BUT I really wanted to go for rebinding with the money that I am left with. And I experience another blessing when Clifton told me that his mum is actually helping people rebond at a much much cheaper rate than I expected. All time rates of $65. And Cliffy's mum is so good, so meticulous... in short, she is just awesome. I love my hair. hahahha Spent 6hr at his house, fellowship with his mummy and also listen her talk. Fun*

OH Ya Mummy bless me with a new white CROCS. I love it. Its something that I always wanted. Secret desire that never mentioned. LOL. My boss thinks its ugly. I love it

This is my new hair cut!! hahha.. OH YA free colored contacts! And this is my cousin.



Taken in hospital when we were visiting Ah Ma this Monday!! OH SHE IS DISCHARGED.
Nonetheless, still got to keep her in prayer. She isn't feeling too good right now. I am believing God for her salvation!!!

This is AhMa the healthiest patient in the ward. =)

After winter...its spring

Spring!

Behold I am going to a new thing in your life.

Ready for the breakthrough?

EMERGE!!!

Its been a long time since I last blog...hahahaha. partly because I spend most of my free time on restaurant city, I decided not to play already.

Last week was really THE week man..

There were so many things that happened.
I would have lost heart... but God is faithful.
Sometimes it can be really tiring when there were so many things to be done and you are so stressed up. Stressed over career, over friends, etc.
Last week was EMERGE, Songs of Solomon, WORD POWER!

Songs of Solomon by Pst Kong was so good.
I was so touched by God's presence. It seems that pst was really preaching about me, the Shulamite woman. hahaha I needed to find God again in my life, to be my strength to keep me on.
There were glimpses of vision that God showed me

I saw a bride.. dancing in the ballroom with the bridegroom. It speaks of finding rest in God's presence, finding the love of God in my life again.
I saw the things that the Holy Spirit once put in my heart during SOT 08.
I saw Peter and Jesus. Jesus asking Peter "Do you love me?" I saw them. And Pastor confirmed the word through his preaching. I am in awe. God knows what I am thinking.
I would have lost heart have I seen the promises and the reality of Christ.

Pulling myself altogether, I tried to memorize the Word Power 40 verses at the same time preparing to play for CG the next day. "God, please remember your servant. When I choose the right box for the word power, whichever box it is, please! let it be something I remember. God... I took the step of faith... please don't fail me... lol." That was a desperate prayer I made 2 days before word power. 4am, rah and I went to sleep. We trusted God.

The next morning, I woke up, prepared a little for CG and there we go. Met Rah and off we go for CG. Counting down, 1hr to Word power. Heart pounding fast, sweats*

We were waiting at the Artise room with anxiety and stress. Holding on to our last bit of time, Keewei, Rah, Jing, Claris, Lynn & me...were busy memorizing. Rah & I prayed.
Finally its our turn, freaks*
This was the third time I see pastor watching us, previous two was POS.
Our names were flashed unto the LED board as we waved to the audience.
First round: Every one of us was to go up individually, choose one of the 30 boxes. And when parts of the verse are shown, we are to recite out the exact verse including the chapter the verse and the punctuation.
Kee wei went up...
Then me next.
"Fifteen".. I said....
The verse appeared. "...... I will wait for.....Lord will be my light...."
Man.. Is it the verse which I chose not to remember? I was in panic.
The sound of the audience drowned out as I shut my eyes. The verse flashed in my mind.
Micah....
Which chapter is that????
Which verse...
Gut feel... Micah 8:8-9
Nope.. its wrong.
I started reciting the verse.
Thank God. I remembered. And out of anxiety, I added a few more words. My score 2/5. *faints*
Rah's turn now.... There she went, in her most sturdy voice. 1Sam15:22... So Samuel said: "Has the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed than the fat of rams."
FULL MARKS!!
As we waited for everyone of us to go out. The marks were announced.
To my elation, we made into the second round??!!!!?? HOW CAN IT BE!

Second round was the snatch round. Keewei & Jing vs Sze & Rah. LOL. LYL vs LYL. Doesn't matter who will win though in my heart I secretly have the assurance that we would.
Looks like God is on our side.
The buzzle always light up on our side.
8 questions. We got 5 of them. All correct!
AND THE WINNER IS NTU!!!!!!
WHEEEEEEE........
$200 capital land voucher.
More than the voucher, it meant alot to me.
God is faithful when I am faithless.
After all the sowing... the giving... I almost would have lost heart, had it not for the promise of God that came to past.
Thank you Lord.

Service ended.
All of us went for the HARVEST house.
We took so many pictures.. smiles.

The ladies...

The money!

Spiritual

Sat ended.

Sunday we all had to dressed like students.. hahaha

All were prayed for by pastors on stage. LOL.

shssssh. I am no longer a student

6May-12May

The times when your boss is not around....
You can.....

1.Knitt for your BF

2.Help a colleague with editting resume

3.Take photos for memory

There you go...

My run down warehouse office...

The OLD win 97 PC with diskett slots...A drive. faints

The rack with 300 over products...dusty dusty

My Table!

My sweet companion

This week has been a fun-filled week! LOL
Let me give you a series of event following last Thursday…

Thursday:
I have been camping at Ah Lu’s room since last Thursday because of the discovery of ONE BED BUG on the bed.. I evacuated from the room ever since. What’s more unimaginable is that I actually took a sick leave to visit a doctor on the bites!!!! I bet if my boss knows that they will faint. But I went through sleepless nights because of the bugs and I can’t work well though. I went to Lilian’s house to sleep…

We are browsing through Ah Lu’s baby photos in preparation for his 21st birthday.. He looked so cute when he was young. Hahaha we were flipping my little sister’s photos too. She looked very cute. AH made a comment, ”She mutated!!!”

Friday: Following that was the awesome CG we had at Grace’s house.

It was our first meeting at Grace’s house and it was one of the best CG I ever had because of a lot of reasons:

1) Presence of God

2)It was really very fun

3)We had a very great worship

4)We had spaghetti

5)Almost all my connect group members turned up

6) Zhen preached a great word

7)Pam drove me HOME!!

Sat: WeiJian's party & Mother's day!! =)

Sun: Weijian's 21st!

Photos on FB!=)

On the Friday Night

Its been a fruitful 2 weeks and it has passed so fast without me realizing. Guess where I am now..

You will never guess it. I am at the bus stop of Common wealth Mrt and I am waiting for NR5 because the Electronic board gave false display. Interesting sight to see my bus number disappearing from the board. Lol. I am on my way back from a fantastic CG.
I was given the opportunity to lead the worship. I prayed hard but faith without works is dead, there is much to be improved on and much to be practice on. It was an invaluable lesson taught by Zhen how to lead the people into a time of time worship. I had a good laugh at what I did too. =p I learnt something today hahaha its fun! Thank you Lord for such a great word. Thank God for His guidance. Hahahha =p Can’t help laughing at what I did. Hehehe Nice try Athalia, I am so proud of you. Hehehe.

I am so happy that Kunwu came for CG today. He made the decision.
Stan played well today! I love the praise today ..”Sing Sing Sing!!” He is one of the best guitarists I know. =)I love the praise led by Joanna all the time, she is always full of the joy of the Lord but more than that she carried the heart of praise. JIAYOU Jo, awesome and well done
Today’s Word was such a conviction to me. Freshly baked from heaven, Zhen brought it so closed to our heart, drilled it in. It is on: Having a BIGGER Heart.

I needed to hear that. To love people who are different from me, to love a bit more. There are definitely people whom we find hard to love, people whom we easily could judge or strike them off from our friend’s list. But making a decision to pray for them in spite of our feeling, and to visualize them loving God, confessing until it comes to pass is possible. It just take some effort like what Zhen says, “The proof of the desire is in the PURSUIT”.